Sunday, September 16, 2007

Bleeding

I think I'm m/cing right now. I have a lot of sharp cramping that is about a 5 on a scale of 1-10. I started spotting this morning with brown mucus. I wasn't too worried about that... Unfortunately, now I am full-on bleeding red blood. And, I took a pregnancy test and it was negative. =( Hubby and I just cried with each other for about an hour. It's so heartbreaking. We waited a year and a half to conceive and now we're loosing our first baby at only 4 1/2 weeks. This sucks!

And, just to make it more painful, last night I told my group of girl friends that I was pg because 2 of them fessed up that they were pg too. They are 7 and 8 wks, so they were farther along than I was. However, I couldn't keep quiet when everyone was so excited and we were already celebrating 2 babies. I hadn't planned on telling them. I just got so caught up in the beautiful moment. And now, it's gone. I'm going to try to see my doc tomorrow, but I know he can't do anything.

10 comments:

justme said...

Oh, honey! I'm so sorry. I've been praying for you all weekend. I don't know why, but you've been on my mind. And now this. Again, I'm so sorry. email me or call if you want to talk or vent or whatever. :hugs:

Anonymous said...

Oh girl, I am so, so sorry. Can you get in to an ER? Maybe they can give you something to stop it? Again, I am so sorry and I will be praying for you.

AwkwardMoments said...

Sending you my prayers

hammygirl said...

I'm so sorry.

C said...

I'm so sorry. Sending prayers and strength your way.

Courtney said...

Words cannot express how sorry I am to hear about what is happening to you right now. I just went through my first loss and it hurts...it hurts...and it hurts.

You are in my thoughts.

K said...

So sorry. I wish I could do or say something that would take the pain away. Know that I am thinking of you.

hope548 said...

I'm so sorry. Wishing you peace.

Dr. Grumbles said...

No! No! No!

I am so sorry. I completely understand telling people, especially people close to you. It is supposed to be great news, so why wouldn't you share it???

I wish you weren't going through this.

Lollipop Goldstein said...

I am so so sorry.